Sana ganun kadali maging positive. Sana ganun kadali mgkaroon ng good vibes, I filed my application Sept 2,2011. I know meron pang mas nauna sa akin. Hindi naman sa we are bringing negativity sa forum it's just that there are people here who is going through exactly what we are going through this forum is not only about helping new applicants but also to air out frustrations and to comfort each other as well kasi nga tayo-tayo lang may alam ng nararamdaman ng isat-isa. Mglabas man tayo ng frustration sa family natin or sa best friend natin titingnan lang nila tayo and they wont understand at all yes they will try to say ok lang yan malapit na yan bukas andyan na yan pero iba pa din dito sa forum kasi alam mo na pareho kayo ng pinagdadaanan and it also helps to know that you are not alone going through this ordeal. Tao lang din tayo it's been awhile na din and we can only take so much, this is our lives they are playing with. Yes walang magagawa ang pgrant at pagkainis but somehow it also helps to release what you feel. I talk to my husband everyday, we skype a lot, we talk on the phone for hours. Even sa work sya dinadala nya laptop nya sa we can see each other every chance we can get. Pati nga paglalaro ng second life pinatulan na namin para lang atleast dun nagkakasama kami, nakakapgdate nagagawa namin mga gusto namin gawin. I appreciate that you are trying to lift up our spirits and we appreciate it, kaya lang sana acknowledge din na frustrated na kami and this is also a place for us to release what we feel and find comfort as well. But I guess we needed someone like you to lighten up the mood a little bit.