My story . Before I went down to JA I was so deppressed at that time I didn't realize it until I healed myself I could look back and see how unhappy I was. I did everything to make myself happy. I bought my house, I owned my own jeep and I had a good job, but for some reason I felt like I had failed myself. I had just left my baby father who was a selfish man. I was exsisting for my kids but not living. My husband is a close friend of my family in jamaica. So one night we were playing dominoes and I was losing. My husband gave me six love, so I was getting up because I lost and my hubby said to me don't get up play again better luck next time. Those words was like magic to my ears because I played again and I gave all of them six. When he said that to me it changed my life forever because I took it as You made mistakes in life, but don't give up brush yourself off try again( better luck next time) and I did just that sounds funny but for weeks that all I heard in my head. I came back home thinking about him like crazy. but I was afraid because of our age difference 7 years apart. We started talking and our relationship grew stronger and stronger and then his age didn't matter to me anymore. I remember sitting in church asking God what is it about this guy and I got my answer. You don't fall in love with someone because of what they look like or because of what they do. Love is beyond the flesh I didn't even realize my hubby was good looking until after, his body is just his body. Inside of our body is our soul. We had a connection and that's when I realize that he was God sent. God knew what I needed and God sent the right person to pull me up. I have been travelling there ever since. on Jan 1 2012 on my birthday we decided to get married because we love each other and we want to be with each other for the rest of our lives on Jan 6 2012 we got married. Some of my family wasn't happy about it because he's poor and not educated but my to me is the richest man out their because his heart is of gold and the wisest because it was like God himself was talking to me. I am now living and loving life and I have learned to have faith in God trust him and believe him. Sorry guys I know it's long and this is a short version.