wow!!!!
this is a process that can be very unnerving-verb
gerund or present participle: unnerving
make (someone) lose courage or confidence.
"the bleakness of his gaze unnerved her"
synonyms: demoralize, discourage, dishearten, dispirit, daunt, alarm,
frighten, dismay, disconcert, discompose, perturb, upset, discomfit, take
aback, unsettle, disquiet, fluster, agitate, shake, ruffle, throw off balance;
so i am looking forward to being able to travel
looking forward complete this process
here, there are are some contributors who offers their advise , some i agree with some i disagree, but i take nothing personal, here i owe no one anything and no one owes me.
i guess we can all conclude one thing, we want to land!!!!!ha ha ha