No problem, im no one to judge, becuz we all get judged by one n only ALLAH SWT.
As a sister i was telling you that maybe u should reconsider, but if ur feeling like u cant live with her, then you should cancel sponsorship and let her be with her parents n stay near them n get married there. but on the other hand once a girl gets the "D" word on her then her life is ruined for good. I kno u seem to be a good person, so take her as ur wife, n spend ur life loving each other n working on ur marriage. Talk to her more often n see wat she says about being with u n her love or expressions towards you. that should give you an idea of her loving you and she is feeling the same as u.
but do in fact talk wit her first get her to know her emotions n feelings towards you, and u should change your mind and be wit her.
There is a saying in the Holy Quran.
"You might dislike something about your wife, but there is something that Allah swt has made to complete you and like her and has benefits in it for you. Which you might not know."
i dont kno the quote exact word by word, but mostly the meaning n saying is something like that.