if he loves you, dapat hindi ka niya pinapa-iyak. sobra naman ginagawa niya pero come to think of it, it might be show lang niya kunwari di pa naipasa yung papers pero parang sukdulan naman yung drama niya. tama suggestion ni sis kmaep, for the meantime kung ganito yung situation, pag-usapan niyo ng maayos if what's what. go look for a job or if ur working now, work ka na lang sis, kasi kung ano man mangyari sa inyo, if he stops supporting you, hindi ka naman kawawa you have your own money di ba?
Alam ko mahal mo hubby mo & you want to be with him the soonest possible time, siyempre kung minsan di naman talaga natin matitiis yung mga mahal natin but you have to voice out your rights. meditate kung ano dapat mong sabihin the next time you speak with him para at least maliwanagan din siya. dapat kasi i-work out yung mga issues but being married doesn't mean you gave your partner the right to control you 100%, dapat give & take. Don't give up yet kasi mag-asawa na kayo. ask God to help you and your husband for healing & reconciliation.
God bless you!