looks like you need to seek professional help.. same tayo situation sis..
i'm stuck here at home kasi di niya ako pinayagan mag work while i'm here in pinas. I currently stay in q.c. with my dad-in-law busy rin siya sa trabaho so ako lang lagi mag-isa dito sa bahay. it really is frustrating na malayo pa ako sa family & friends ko nasa province sila, di rin ako makauwi coz i have to wait until my passport's back.
iyak ako ng iyak coz I don't have emotional support. i too am depressed worst eh lagi kaming nag-aaway ng hubby ko coz of two issues: long distance & time difference.. grabe, last time muntik na ako mag-nervous break down kasi these past days matagal na kami di nag-usap ni mister, there were days to weeks na kahit ni isang text hindi siya nagparamdam sa akin ever since he told me na pagod na siya sa sitwasyon namin and the only way na maayos yung problem namin is kung magkasama na kami ulit. then recently he told me he was very sick coz of the weather, i just felt bad that I can't even take care of him.. i'm so exhasperated of waiting & waiting..
kinasal kami nun march lang.. ang pangit lang kasi kakasal lang, magkahiwalay na due to immigration barrier.. biro pa nga niya kung pwde lang daw sana ako sinama sa bagahe niya pabalik ginawa na niya sana.. sorry, medyo ma drama na ako ngayon na kwento ko pa life story ko, i hope you guys don't mind..
sana nga nadinig na ni Lord yun prayers natin kasi like you, nagkakasakit na ako coz of all the mental pressure & anxiety sa lahat ng ito.. hindi na rin ako nakakatulog ng maayos.. haii..
don't worry sis, i'll pray for us and others na nag-aantay din.. Sana nga ma expedite yung processing ng papers natin.. I can't afford to have more delays..