lonely I was just been sarcastic on the jealousy, I wish my hubby got his thing too but I dont wish your didnt. I pray every day that we all get thru and that none of you guys experience the long process that I went thru. dont get me wrong girl, im not bad jealous, im happy jealous, and trust me all goes well hubby will be here next week so am all good, just my humanly side of me getting all fliety, but am very happy for you and wish that kingston will be on this roll until all of us older newbies are gone and the newbies to come, come on. I actually respect you that after waiting for so long you are willing to wait for another 2 months, I would have to go to JA, right now my hubby is telling to come down for the wknd and then come back with him next week, we missed each other so much, and had much anticipated meeting tomorrow so its much dissappointing for both of us.
Once again guys there is nothing else on this forum but positive vibes, even if you are ranting, and complaining, sucking, or venting, this is very healthy, as it allows you to let out all the build up hurt and dissappointments that you feel, keeping them all inside and pretending as if everything is ok is not good and it is things like those that leads to stress and depression.
for me and other people who have kids expecially for the spouse we are sponsoring this is not only about us, but also our kids, that wake up each morning and ask "mom when is daddy coming, or I hate you I want my daddy, or I wish my dad was here," and so at home we have to hide our true feeling from them as we cannot show them how much we are hurting too, so coming here to vent is the best thing to do and is very productive and positive, and healthy.
LIlmaya: when I sent sent the package the other day, sent it on monday he received it on thursday morn. it cost me 136, but it depends on the weight, i used canada post, I am not sure but i think fedx is more costly but probly faster.
