Hello Mrs. Clarke - you are a Clarke right? Well we have something in common.
Do you recall writing a school exam and then went back to review your answers especially the ones you weren't 100% about and then changed it because another answer "sounded" better? Well do you recall getting back the exam only to find out that the answers you changed went from RIGHT to WRONG? Hoping you're following me here....when you sent off your application, you felt confident, felt happy, felt secure; why else would you have risked even sending it in if you weren't? The reason doubt creeps into our minds is because we start comparing our situation to others and of course "time" has a way of making us "wonder" "kept in the dark" so the only thing to combat the suspense and the wondering is to really hone on all the positives in your life right now. Each of us women in this forum understand what you're going through and it's natural but one of the things I've put at the top of my list while hubby and I are apart is to really work on "me" whether it's to hang out with friends, workout, read, go for walks, talk to you girls, work on my future plans, I work on "me" because I know it will benefit "us". My husband always says when you focus on something, whether it's a desire for good or bad, it somehow finds it's way to becoming a reality. I believe in that too.
Stay focused, be confident and remain strong - save the crying for when he lands
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