Dear gorgeous missmini your reply was very kind and soft ,thank you for your virtual hug :-* I felt I have a sister,I hope this storm (of waiting ppr) will pass soon,you describe it very good ,its really storm ,I check my email every morning hoping find the golden email, I didn't give up, I have strong faith in Allah ,God(khoda), the lord won't let me down and I am sure my prayers to get visa soon are delayed for purpose which serves me and good for me.
all my friends younger than me who married after me in months now they have babies and they raises them,and all what we do now ,just waiting for the visa, family making is postponed and I am sure this postponement occur for specific purpose, only God know
all I wish this delay and being apart of my spouse won't ruin my marriage,I wish this very much,this is not Drama ,this is the realistic impact of delaying spouse sponsorship visa for months.