lol sis, i used to be like that every time someone got remed and ppr i would get be happy for them but also cry ma eyes out of y my husband was not getting any request... but then i let it go n i left everything in Allah swts Hands to take care of... and then wen ma husband got remed... i have been Alhamdulillah very clam n have left it for Allah swt to help me with ...
Allah swt is Merciful and Glorious and In sha Allah leave it to Him and u will soon in sha allah get u r ppr
by da way sis im a 2010/beginning of 2011 case... so having to see almost everyone get their case done within 9-15 months does hurt a lot... but again not everyone has the same faith everyone has their own faith written down by Allah swt and Everyone gets happiness and get tested to see if they are true believer...