Glad to see so much progress for all you guys. I'm so very happy for you all. One minor update; I booked my flight to Toronto for first week of Sept (my visa expires two weeks later, so it's good buffer time).
But I could use some kind words: Today I had a minor panic attack at work because I was worried about quitting the job, getting on that plane, settling, struggling in the first few weeks, finding that new Canada job...
Every negative scenario about how everything could go wrong ran in my head and it was fuelled by my anxiety. I made it to the bathroom stall and I was breathing very fast and my heart was beating very hard. It took me a few minutes to calm down and then I made it back to my seat, but my manager was visibly worried when he saw me because he said I looked "very off".
Most days are good, one or two are bad- partly because I put too much pressure on myself to figure EVERYTHING out before I even get to Canada. All my friends tell me that I'll do fine (seeing the way I went about destroying every obstacle towards the PR). But this next challenge seems so much difficult.
Please send some good vibes and messages my way guys. I'm in a mentally bad space today.
Your friend,
Pumpkin.