Life is made of choices after all... if I study, I'll have to wait other 4-5 years to see him and stay with him... not worth it! I chose to give up on going to university cause we started to have other kind of projects... we both sacrificed something and it's true that there's nothing sure in life, but I won't never be able to know it if I don't try.
So, first of all, I need to go there for 6 months at least to see if we really are made for each other. If it doesn't work, which is very unlikely to happen, it means I'll come back... let down, but I can sadly tell myself I tried... i couldn't live with remors.
If it effectively work as I think, the next step will be living together for other six months totaling 1 year... so after 2 years of relationship in total I guess I will be able to know if we really can spend a life together and get married no? I'm young, that's true... but if you can and if you want, why shouldn't we do it? Why should we wait again? This is what I think :