Steph C said:
Sometimes we wonder if God doesn't want us to be together
.. yes it's actually a topic we discuss. We just have had bad luck trying to be together even after 5 years. But we keep fighting for it.
Oh Steph...
This made me tear up. Don't feel this way, please. God gives us trials... and if we make it through with prayer and dedication, it's real. Also, some of the best things in life are the hardest things to obtain, especially if they are ordained by God. If it's come easy, then it's not a gift and you don't appreciate it as much. This way, you show that this means that much to you, and you and your spouse will always look back on this trial and know that your love and God brought you through it, and you will appreciate the love you are allowed to share, and thank God even more for it.
I know others may not believe in God, but these are my beliefs and with Steph saying what she said, I don't think I'm being offensive to her. Hope not!
Also, it makes me giggle a bit to type your name since we have the same name (my first name), I feel like I'm talking about myself. Haha.
But I'm also anxious about getting even just an AOR. I'd be happy just to have that... but nothing. :|