and i have my own issues...that require work but none the less they are issues. I HAVE MAJOR jealousy issues!! i also have trust issues...because im the type that could be trusted to watch u conceal a body and not say a word...and yet its sooo hard to trust so blindly cause ive had it broken by least likely of ppl in the past...i have MAJOR jealousey issues...not because my man ever makes me feel less....but the everyday summer, women frolicking around in the sun, wining and bubbling and everyon drinking a juice even if out on the road....or him going to even a car show without me and having a GOOD TIME INFURIATES ME!!!!!!!! IM mean i get FURIOUS!!!!!...and i cant stiffle the man and a jus suh it go in Jamaica....but as for me and my inner person and my thoughts....they can get REALLY effed up...
and tht is not healthy for him OR me....but sadly this is the way it is...I DONT EVEN LIKE HEARING ppl passing my in the road if they sound like they have a vagina!!! IT MAKES ME MADDDDDD when i know hes extra sexy and fine, and yea hes ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL mine, but far as im concerned...IM not the one they gets to look at him every day, or smeel him coming fresh clean out the shower, or watch him look all sexy when hes bussing blanks for his tunes....when i say this is driving me mental that is a gross understatement.
and then whats gonna happen because he knows i get worked up...i leave him open to lie to me rather to avoid my WORKED UP NESS...but i cant take it no more. ...i cant keep the man in a cage...but far as im concered...they got wayyyy to much effing freedom down there...everything is just tooooooooooooo easy!!!!
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