Good morning ladies and gents. Happy Hump Day Nev! I am hoping it is you that gets the first call today! Speak it out and so it will pass!
So I have been buying things here and there for the kids when they come and it has actually gotten me excited for the first time in a long time! Winter coats and boots, sweaters, etc, things that I know they won't be bringing with them when they come as I just know they are going to make them come in the middle of winter and my girl is going to get off that plane in her shorts and flip flops ??? ??? ??? ??? I can just see it now, I am going to be loaded down with coats and boots and clothes just to pick them up at the airport (I will have to bring my own suitcase LOL) I am trying to focus my energy on something else because sometimes we just get weighed down by this process and the wait and I truly find that keeping myself busy, helps to make the time pass easier. Our minds seem to have the ability to wander to places we don't want it to go when it is not being used so it is better to keep it busy. Many a day or night I find myself thinking about this process all too much sometimes and it leads to depression and anxiety and it is not such a happy place ;D
Always try to stay focused on the big picture! This has to end and when that day comes you will look back and think "Wow, we made it!"
Blessings