Awww, SweetieQ, I'm sorry you are feeling this way. It doesn't matter if you've been in this process for six months or for two years, each day we spend apart from our significant others is too long. God is going to bring your husband to you and you will feel complete. And believe me, you may not see it now, but there is a big, beautiful, bright light at the end of the tunnel. Look at all of the people that have gotten through! They have been in the exact place you are, feeling the exact same way. They have told us that once their spouses land in Canada, all of this 'misery' is a distant memory. Hang in there, my girl, and before you know it, your hubby will be with you...where he belongs. :-*