yes waiting is not one of my strongest points...im sure many can say that, but i have zero patience to wait for anything...but at the same time...after all this leasti now im waiting for something.
going to escape the hell next month, and get a dose of my hubby and good wood for a bit, so that should sort me out, and take of the edge for the first part of the process: sponsorship approval...im hoping to only have to make a july, oct, and xmas trip back, before he then comes up here, and if it happens like that...then ill get through all this...did last year....not like we have a choice right.