Guys I'm going crazy.... i I'm falling into depression.... I've been holding on for so long.... even thou my husband is waiting for his PR I'm the one going crazy.... I'm a stay home mom.... I'm always alone with my babies I want to work.... I don't know what to do... hubby job isn't the best one I wud prefer but he's learning too....the people I live with I don't want to see their faces.... we love each other so much and this whole immigration process has actually broughtt us closer but I don't know what's happening.... I'm sooo paranoid. This April it'll be 3 years to our marriage and its time I really want my own place my own life... it feels like I'm living in a cage and living according to my masters (hubby bro n his wife) we both feel that way.... we cannot move out because we don't have the funds to move out and the city refused us housing for some stupid tax reason....
I've had a tough life all my life and now I just want it to end.... I really hope hubby gets his dim n PR soon so we can move out and have our own life with no restrictions no questions and no problems....
Sorry and thank you for listening.... I guess somethings cannot be shared with your loved ones right?
God bless us all