It's a desperation, isn't it? Every time I even think AIP may take even longer that already has, I go crazy on how we will continue to go deeper in debt, and how long we will slave to pay all debt later. As a person who has always been very organized financially, it's beyond frustration. I had prepared for the 6 months (the time-frame when we applied), we're now 15 months in. And still that's how we had to postpone so many things in our life, personally, healthily, financially, professionally, we can't wait to have life back to normal.