I followed it since Sept 09 and I liked it much better on the other server. Such a shame about the spam. And in the past year or so it has gone down tremendously. I know your name on there. Hehe. My old username for here and there was ColorMePanda but I changed it because I didn't really like the name anymore. I didn't change it on that site though because well...I forgot to and now just too lazy. Try to hold tight dear. I know I will have panic attacks even more than I do now come my turn. I too stress about EVERYTHING. Like hubby tells me, if I have nothing to worry about anymore, I create another thing to worry about. Its sad but true. If ever you need help holding your chin up, I will be here for support. Good luck!
P.S. Maybe if we could get some of our family from here to join that site as well, the traffic will pick back up again.
Also some piece of advice my hubby gives me when I am stressing out is, "What good is stressing going to do? Is it going to make it it go any faster? Is it going to help you get through it any better or give you an answer? Don't worry unless you are given something to worry about." And so right now suenim, you have not a thing to worry about. Worrying doesn't get us a positive or negative answer, in fact it does nothing but harm our health.