So sorry you are experiencing this. Agree with pp... ask yourself what is the worst that could happen? They can send you back home but it's not the end of the world. You applied 'outland', so even if you were sent back home, I don't believe it results in automatic cancellation of your application, unlike if it was an inland app where you are expected to be living with your spouse.
Speaking of this, what did you put for 'status' when you applied?
Any particular reason you didn't go with inland instead and remain in Canada throughout? You may have been eligible for an open work permit at some stage.
Lastly, try to focus on other things(e.g. volunteering at local church or shelter) so that your health doesn't suffer so much. Are you able to get insurance to cover unexpected visits to the hospital? I think the premiums for a year, might be cheaper than $2200.
I don't know if you are are religious, but here are a few bible passages I find helpful in such times: Romans 5: 1-5, Ephesians 4, Philippians 4, James 1, Psalms 27, John 14:27. Youtube also has good sermons about peace, worry, etc from Pastors Creflo Dollar, Joel Osteen, T.D. Jakes, etc.
Help22 said:
I am so sorry to hound you with this my fear i can't switch off in have been admitted to hospital twice with panic attacks had to pay 2200 dollars and it's getting worse. Sorry here seems to calm me some what.