Thank you everyone for their opinions, advice and help! I read each and every one, Im sorry if Im unable to reply to some. I appreciate each and every one though and hope the best for all you guys!
yeah im completely trapped. Thats exactly how i feel, like theres no way out and i have pressure from all sides. It is making me stronger in a way but at the same time its very mentally/psychology draining in every way. Thanks for understanding and giving your advice.
hang in there. But you can't do it alone. You must get help from people who will understand your situation. Please look for a support group in your community. Something like: http://www.sawc.org/
It is critical you get help from an outside group. Please do not try to handle this alone.
I can't really understand how you guys don't live with freedom but it' not of my bussiness.
Anyway, I'm curious too about what happened since her last post.