It wasnt easy indeed. But the end is near. I can hold on to that. It must have been hard to not see your husband since 2019. I was blessed to have seen him every year since we married but the good byes were painful and it got more and more difficult each time I left.It really painful am sure before next week good news is coming, for us is years when I read some post most people didn't see there spouse for 12 months and frustrated which is normal because it's not easy, imagine us the last time I saw my husband is 2019, thank God for keeping us till this time.