You might call it confusion, but that is your own opinion. I might have done it wrongly, or maybe didn't thought it through then.You basically listed the entire form na . The forum I think is for clarifications, sharing tips and experience, explain pointers and most importantly encourage each other. Imagine if everyone had to list out their forms for us to analyse and respond. Also remember that every info or advice we give here comes with an implicit disclaimer. For me, I think if you are that confused on the form as it is, ask for professional advice.
The professional help, you have made mention of started as novice.