I agree with @PixelDust.Well, i feel very strange( and embarrassed) about it now.
I noticed her absence and mentioned it in a post that @iamxty long time no read
Then it all started.
lets just move on and not remember / discuss about voldemort+sauron and his victims again
And yes many thanks to @andieangel for saving this sensitive virgo from 'whose name cannot be spoken'
Gosh !! man! I am so nerd.
@trumprefugee could you delete those above and send it to me privately? Thanks. I thought I will find the answer but it is more confusing now..