Oh man, hang in there Surely you will find a wayVery well said! I stand in a similar situation. Today is my birthday. People come and wish me. But in my mind I just see I just lost 5 points today. I waited over 2 years. Did IELTS 13 times. Haven’t lost hope. I am positively sitting at 443 now. I believe scores will drop during this month end. Don’t lose ur faith peeps. It’s ray of hope.