Back to paranoia during the wait...
I don't know about any of you but I never knew how dependant I was on the forum helping me get through this process. Okay, I do know because I can see how many days/hours/minutes of my life I have been on it for! Call me Linus and the forum my blanket.
I get SUPER paranoid when I'm unable to log onto this site and I get a message that the server is busy. This is my reaction:
What??

That can't be, here, let me try again, no, same message. Okay, how about I try accessing it 25 times in a row!!!! Yes, that should do it and on the 25th time I should be able to log in. What??

The server is still busy? Is this just happening to me, or to everyone else too??

Okay, calm down, try again in five minutes, okay how about one minute...

What?? How can the server still be busy?? How long is it going to be busy for??
GET A GRIP! RELAX! THE.FORUM.IS.NOT.YOUR.LIFE.YOU.ARE.GOING.TO.BE.OKAY.WITHOUT.IT. :'( Okay, I'm trying again, this is seriously the last time I'm trying.
SUCCESS, I just logged on!
HUGE sigh of relief, my heart rate is back to normal, I'm no longer sweating, and I can breathe again...
I'm sharing this paranoia story because I received the 'server is busy message' this morning for the third time since I've joined and I have felt the same way each time! I swear it's worse than not being able to access e-cas!
Thanks everyone for making this forum such a supportive environment during the wait...clearly I can't function without you!