life has never been this hard.
Today at 4.30am when I woke up and immediately checked the thread I saw someone posting that he/she just now received the mail and I could relate the aor was 27th!
I did not find any email for me and the application had no update too. I went off to sleep disheartened. I dreamt that I got the mail, I am posting everywhere, told my families, called my husband, took a leave, deciding where to take pictures and go to VSF. Then again read the email if it was true. Could not realize I was dreaming.
I woke up, it was 6.30am. No update. Again slept. This time dreamt my email account is hacked. I had got the email but the hacker replied back that I denied the PPR.
Called my consultant, they said I need to apply again from the scratch and give a strong LOE. Life was shattered.
I was petrified. I wanted to wake up but could not.
If you have read this so far, thank you
I am having a pretty bad time. Struggling big time.
I know many others are too.
Today is my 180th day.