I remember being at work this is before I came to Jamaica for the first time I would be in tears just looking like a wreck all sad. Customers would always ask me why I wasn't smiling. I was feeling so depressed and lonely and if I didn't get to hear his voice made me feel even worse. Then you have the employees up in your business "when is your husband coming home"? or your marriage wont last he just wanted papers I just let them talk their talk. Ohhhh I hated that it drove me insane I couldn't take it any longer and that's when I booked my trip the first time to see hubby. Then I was back to work feeling like sh*t employees up my behind and customers complaining about stupidness. Then I was blessed with a miracle I was able to take a leave from that place and stay with my husband for 6 months. I never felt happier then how I felt leaving that place it truly made me miserable even more going through this hard process that I have experienced throughout my entire life.
