Good morning Jam/Fam.
I am hoping that everyone is doing well today. I am here today to try and lift up our spirits. It seems like we are all going through a dry spell with Kingston lately. To be honest I have been so down lately. This immigration process has been taking a toll on me. I never realized it until when I was on vacation with hubby and then it was over..time to come home. Suddenly I became I hot mess crying and all. When I realized that I will be coming back to Canada (alone) to pick up where I left off. The Lord only knows what challenges we all have to face? It is so nice to have someone.. your someone (spouse) that can say babe I got your back. Most of the times someone that has not travelled to really understand how hard it can be up here. You have to work, care for kids, school, house, care for yourself and lots more things..but to have acknowledgement for all that you are doing really means a lot. When I was in Jamaica both my spouse and I didn't have alot of money..but really it is not about the money. It is about the company, my spouse, the man that I love. He can stretch money like an elastic band.LOL. He tries to make sure that I have a great time on little funds..we go to local events around the area, local beach, supermarket and it really helps that St Elizabeth is the food basket of Jamaica (so them say anyway) .I shouldn't say that because I know it its true, anything you throw down grows there. No one wants to go a on vacation and sit in the house because that is what we do here while we wait, it is not recommended by me. It just feels good to be with the one you love .making love, talking, laughing,looking touching, squeezing, smelling..etc you get the picture. While I was in Jamaica it rained cats and dogs nothing to me was more sensual. We ran out in the rain, took off our clothes and layed naked in the bed, we listened to the rain falling on the zinc roof top and on the ground through the window. Honestly I thought I experienced a little bit of heaven. What was the cost for that priceless. We went to the local beach and no one was there. I walked along the beach. l rolled up my pants foot and walked in the water until it got to my knees and wet my pants. I didn't pick up any shells like I always do but I was just amazed. I thanked God for that moment. I remember talking to God. I was praising him for his goodness. I looked into the turquoise water and saw so many different shades of blue. I thought to myself that no man can ever created this and that no other time on this planet could ever be like that for that instant in time was priceless. I had an unexpected visitor the day that I landed in JA, ladies you know who I mean..i can hear you now.oh no, after all that planning. LOL. Don't feel sad for me. this was the best sexless trip that I have ever had. I have learned that even though sex is great, wonderful, amazing, spectacular, over the moon (need I say more) and a requirement for physical intimacy there is so much more. Physical sex is an extension to any relationship. There are not enough words in the english language to describe how much I love and respect my husband. We were able to make love without.. well you know what I am talking about. Anyways I could write a whole lot more however I wont. I think I have babble enough. As I said I am here to encourage our forum today. I am asking for us not to get discouraged because our days are coming when we will be with our spouses. We just need to continue to support, uplift and be mindful that God is working it out. The battle is not ours but if we cast our fears, problems everything on him he will take care of it. One last thing before I go please do not forget to tell those you love that you love them. Last year at this time I was in Jamaica with my family not knowing that in just 3 short months later I would be saying goodbye to my aunt forever. I actually met my husband in person on May 2/12 so it will be our 1 year anniversary of actually meeting. We talked for a long time before actually meeting. One day soon I will tell you all the story. For anyone reading this. Please know that you are blessed everyday that we can awake from a nights rest is a day to give thanks for the good and especially for the bad. The bad is what makes our shoulders stronger, it gives us another reason to try harder it gives us a testimony to help others. I had to kiss alot of frogs before God send me the one that turned into a prince and helped me to realize that I am no longer a jewel in the rough. I am blessed and highly favoured by the one and only that truly matters. My Lord for he has given me the life in order to praise him on a daily basis. To all have a wonderful day. Someone will hear some good news this week. Lord I thank you in advance and I give you praises today and forever.
I have enough love to share. Thanks and Be blessed. Have a wonderful day, week, month, year.
By the way I am looking for a cheap flight to Jamaica to get some exercise.
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