I used to feel really depressed about everything, felt that my whole life was on hold and I felt really useless. My hubby and my friends would always tell me how lucky I was to have spare time as they were stressing out with school or work. And with time I realized that it was all true, this year of my life was to do those things everyone wished they had more time for. And honestly, from now on things are gonna get really busy with me being in school and working. I really don't know if I'll ever have this much time off to just lay back and enjoy myself.
Here are some things to help you fill out your time.. volunteer work. There are so many interesting programs and I remember seeing one about helping people who are new to Canada, not really sure what the duty was. There was one program in particular that I wanted to enroll in so badly, but unfortunately it was a long term commitment and I had my friend visiting me the month after and then my mom 2 months after and I wanted to make sure I would be able stay with them the whole time.
Another thing is to do sports, zumba, yoga or even just workout. I got a membership at the YWCA and they had all those activities available. I used to go 5 days a week and it gave my life a little boost. Besides, it's always good to be in shape. I felt really energetic and positive, and I realized that my time was worthy and that I couldn't complain as I've found my soul mate and have amazing friends around me. And ever since then, really good things started happening in my life. I guess staying positive is the key for everything.
Recently, I've been "obsessing again" with this process because I feel like it's so close to the end. It's like you are so close to get to your destination, that you can't help but feel anxious.
I wanna visit home SO BADLY, I miss my family so much, and I was hoping to go in November, then in January and now HOPEFULLY March.
I know everyone has different things going on in their lives and that what worked for me might not work for you, but I just wanted to share my experience with you guys.