Ayesha sister, Jana tu tha iss month mid-April mey exam write krne ke baad aur phr wapis ana tha May ke shoro mey smester shoro hone se pehle pr ub last month job pr pora department he UK transfer kr dya hy tu sub ki job May mE finish including myself tu ub soch bichar mey he para howa ke kia kya jaye. Shadi ki wo interview mey phas gi. Ub job b chali gi aur PK jane ka be plan b 50-50 ho gya.
Still I am happy and joke around jo Allah ko manzor wohi hona you cannt do anything about things which are not in your hands.
Other thing when peoples say or think Agr aise kr lete tu bach jate ya agr youn keh dete tu ho jana tha kaam this is basically shi-tani amal as agr Allah pr tawakl kya hy tu phr ye soch nahi ani chahiye. Aur mein hamesha hy dua krta ho in alfaz ke saath ke ay Allah mujhe ilam aur hidait atta ferma aur mere iman mey izafa ferma, ay Allah mein tujhi pr bharosa krta ho aur tere he ilam aur teri he kudrat se madid mangta ho, ay allah mein mohtaj ho aur beshuk mein tuj se dua mang ke kabhi na mehrom nahi raha ay allah mujh pr rehm ferma aur mere gunaho ko maaf ferma. ameen