hehe yeah i m smiling now...i have my "attacks" of sadness...but I guess everyone here does...it's not easy living without your spouse...specially when all the brown aunties look at you with "suspense" in their eyes and ask "areyyy tumhare husband abhi tak nahi aai? do teen saal to guzer hi gaye honge na?" Motiii Makes me wanna tell her that No i dont have a "masala-daar" story for you and no there are no problems in my shadi shuda life Alhumdulillah...