Till now I have filed 3 applications.
PNP - AINP
Filed To: Buffalo, then transferred to CPP-O
Application Filed: Apr, 2011
AOR: Sep, 2011
Medical Exam: Oct, 2011
Medical Exam Redone: Feb, 2013
PPR: No Response
After 15 months worthless waiting, feeling distrustful, discouraged, frustrated, and finally despaired, I filed my second application:
CEC
Filed To: CIO, then transferred to CPP-O
Application Filed: Aug, 2012
AOR: Sep, 2012
Medical Exam: No Response
PPR: No Response
This whole thing has made me realize, the best two three years in my life can be this easily wasted by an unjust government ministry, what else couldn't happen? I should feel lucky and grateful that I just got hit by a life-screwing delay but not a life-taking cancer. And I started to loosen my atheism belief and tried to figure out whether this Jesus thing, which is so popular in Canada, is true or not. Thinking even if I get my PPR tomorrow this coming PR status will last no more than 50 years, until I die, and then the PR feels to me just like a longer version of Temporary Resident Permit.
The third application I filed was the PR to heaven. It wasn't a smooth process either, and I have so much doubts, uncertainty and disbelief. God acts unresponsively just like a CIC official, no matter how much effort I put on Bible reading, watching testimonies and science researches on Youtube, opening my heart to listen and pray, the Holy Spirit has never come to me and I have never felt that ultimate peace and joy as described by many Christians around me.
PRAU (Permanent Residence for Afterlife Use)
Filed To: Jesus Christ
Application Filed: Jan, 2012
AOR: No Response
PPR: No Response
Conclusion:
There's no such PRs that comes easy. No matter how painful the process is, never give up.
Priority:
If God does exist and giving up my Canadian PR is part of his plan for me, I will just do and go back to my home country. Until I know if there is a God and what his plan is, I will keep working hard for all my 3 applications.