Dont worry
@maxiie . Hopefully you have landed on right stream and it is only a matter of time now. The good thing with this forum and others is that you clearly see that you are not the only one with all tensions and limbo out there. To let you know that you are not alone with a discrete example, for myself things happened pretty tense and long, this journey has been the WORST journey I have ever had in my life, and trust me I have been through a lot of really rough waves in my life. However, this was something else, as you have no means to fight rough waves. As if you are in a fragile boat in the rough ocean, with no paddles, limited food, and a restaurant buzzer in hand, with a shark continuously hitting the boat, and you have to keep watching for the buzzer to buzz
)))) On top of all waiting and limbo and tension, I lost my dad without being able to get to him fast enough and seeing him before his decease due to pandemic, I lost big dollars of assets almost overnight because I could not leave the country on time as I did not have visa to come back, and if that's not enough I lost a job offer with 230K base annual after 5 rounds of crunching interviews because of work permit issues just before contract gets signed. Yeah, trust me each of us have personal stories similar to yours if you dig deep, but we have chosen this path, our decision, it is only us accountable for our decisions. Speaking of myself only, I would have much less pain if I would have trained myself well enough about Canadian immigration process and realities before I start my journey. Much much less pain and loss. I see it on myself. Bad luck and good luck has been there from beginning of life and will be there till end. Pandemics, IRCC issues, etc all are usual facts of life, there will be such things always till the end one way or the other. It is me, that need to train myself to handle things, or the other choice is to choose less challenges in life, and accept mediocre results associated with it.
Please dont get me wrong, I am not preaching you, it is just my personal opinion and I am just sharing as I can see and feel how agitated you are and intention is not to preach but to ease.