emotions won't work in visas i can understand your situation but you know convincing VO is everything you refused 4 time right? did you ever apply for GCMS notes to findout the official reason of your case? what is your travelling history and past refusal reasons?
I have travel.to uk many times france .spain.many times turkey many times china lot of time saudia many time uae many time.no over stay .my bussines is good i have import bissiness etc.yes i git gsm notes 3 times every time wronge refusal.like one time they refused how i can stay 6 weeks away from my bussiness but in real.i applied for 2 weeks it was mentioned in my online application with dates of 2 weeks.
One time rwfusal they mentioned travel history oh my god at the time of that apply i had valid shingen vusa od spain also and that year i traveld 2 times to spain 4 times to china 2 times to turkey one time saudia.
Gsm notes were never mached with my application always.tgats why i try again .may be some day some one Va VISA officer can see my good peofile.
Its not like that if not get trv i die.i just want to visit brother home.when he migrated to Canada woth family theough skilled worker (electricle engineer) i sponsered him evry thing .i can apply bussines immgration i have good bussines pluss assets but i donot.need as i am well settled.and happy in Pakistan.enjoy ife here i have 30 workers who work for me.in my bussines i am.boss of 30 workers .