Bless up Mariooo, dont worry your self family. There are so many things to be thankful for trust me. I understand your frustration, you want to be with your family and get out of here. Seem so close but yet so far. Just gwan hold the faith me family. God has a plan and things is working just the way him want it to work for you...We all have you in our prayers and your time is coming just like everyone else. I use to wonder why things not working for me like others but my mother always instill some peace in me by saying " not everyone rice and peas ready the same time." Just gwan hold it little longer. Big up yah self family! Prosperous new year.