- Today, 1st of December 2017, I have completed two years since I started the federal stage and submitted my application to be processed. Till the moment, all I got back is the AOR. They haven’t even asked for the medical test. During these two years, my life has been on hold. No ability to plan for anything. Hours and days of anxiety and stress and what makes it worse is that I don’t live in my home country. I contacted everybody, my lawyer, my visa office in Abu Dhabi and even the immigration minister office. Again all I got were empty cold words stating that when they need something, they will contact me. Nobody understands what I am going through. Having kids and no control over your life is unbearable. Waiting for the unknown without timeframe is inhuman. The feeling that every day I’m getting older and my chances to start new life in a new place are getting fewer is painful. When I first started this journey, I was 35 and my children were 5 and 9 years old. Today, I am 42 and my kids are 12 and 15. Still I have no clue when this will end. I really don’t know why I am writing this but the frustration feeling I have is beyond my control. Few questions keep popping up, is it really worth it? Is it really better than our own countries? I am still here and I have been already suffering from their bureaucracy and lack of planning and careless attitudes. Will it be be better when I go there? If it happens.
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