@imadeddin, I can relate to how you feel but still look at the bright side. At least you are almost done. As much as you feel abandoned, case taking too long to be completed... Trust me, there are thousands who will like to trade places with you.
Please, do not take offence to this, I am only trying to let you know that you are not alone in this situation. I read about an applicant yesterday who waited for roughly 4yrs for hearing date & a decision, yet he was denied. Now, his case is in RAD.
Atleast, we have something we are looking up to. Everyday is a struggle for us, our thoughts is always on our families back home but we have hope that someday soon we will be together again.
My friend and brother, be strong and positive.... You wait is almost over.