hello guys, i have a messed up situation which might take sometime to explain. i came to Canada with a study permit, but i overstayed my visit by an year, that was because of some personal problems, my school messed up my visa renewal application and during the same time due to some family reasons i was depressed and later found myself out of status. i was 2 and illegal in Canada. i was depressed during that time for which i took counseling.i met my girlfriend after that who helped me through everything and finally gathered courage to face the authorities. i hired a lawyer who asked me to apply for TRP(temporary Resident Permit) explaining my situation, i did this in order to resolve my admissibility issues for later entries. My written application, TRP was rejected and i found myself in 30 days window to leave the country and finally the time came when i left. now i am back in India but i am miserable without my girlfriend and all my education funds were spent in Canada. i just wrote this down so that if somebody could guide me so that i could try coming back, and with some reasonable guidance could take some steps to put my life back on track without hurting my psyche.