Yahunderstand bro, just keep Patience and it's not gonna go wasted. i am not an expert but i think I will have to stop checking draws for sometime you know. this anxiety is also killing me and the wait!
I stopped checking draws since 21st of March. I am more inclined on how to find safe haven now because I don’t want to be badly disappointed at the end and i think you should do same . On the Good side, most Economy are aspiring to reopen in May so we have to hope for the best.