I'm so sorry for your loss.
Unfortunately I don't have a place to live in that country and other details make my situation there intolerable, so staying there indefinitely is unfortunately not an option. For reasons including some of personal nature that drove me to (I guess try to) immigrate to Canada, I can't stay there for months. I also have to work here, etc. You know how it is. I think it is unreasonable to wait months for a pdf and, citizenship being my main goal, do I really deserve to lose everything over this nonsense?