Hi LanaOng
I totally understand what you are going through. I know how it feels day after day, when you have nothing definite to tell your loved one, for you have no sure answer as to when the day will come when you can be with them. Many people during the immigration process go through this feeling of hopelessness. But we are getting there my dear. It's just that some trees take a little longer to bloom
The key is to keep yourself busy and not think of it too much. I pray from the core of my heart, that you unite with your family very soon.