After 16 months of waiting, I feel so desperate now.
I was happy waiting, then disappointment, then angry, now desperate and sad.
I feel so sad and I really wanna cry.
Every single time I saw someone who timeline similar with mine got the ppr, I feel happy and have the hope, but every single time I got nothing.
Every Monday I think I can see some magic email, but nothing; then Tue,Wed, until Thursday I still think I can see the magic email on Friday night, but still nothing.
Now I dont even think that magic email will come, It seems like a dream, seems like never gonna happened.