I am not saying I would do it but if its my last option I would be thinking about it, i just want a way to go back even if its temporary, my hopes for the family sponsorship is low but still going through with it , i should have a lawyer but I'm litterally homeless and can't afford a lawyer , I was suppose to start work soon but they didn't want me because I do not have a stable ride, I keep applying to jobs but nothing is working because of my situation. So my only source of getting my questions answered is through here. People get mad at me because I keep asking but they don't know that I'm helpless and desperate , I just want a way to go to my family either its illegal or legal or temporary or anything , im just desperate to go back