I feel you..I've changed so many plans and put my life on hold during this process, at this stage of being completely tired of bs and simply waiting makes you feel like there is no point in this anymore. Just want you to know that you're not alone feeling like this...At this moment, this is useless to me. I have decided to leave in about 19-20 days. Therefore, it does not make any sense to order it now, and it takes some time to receive a response from them. I cannot hold my life on staying here without any progress.
Maybe, its a good thing for you, and leaving is a viable option. I really wish that everything will work out for you no matter what you choose!!!