I am absolutely not desperate and enjoying a very good quality of life and a sound professional career. Also, as I have already spent six years of my life in USA and UK both working and getting education, there is nothing going to be new for me in Canada and the quality of life I enjoy today it will realistically speaking may take 10 years to get there. Still I believe it is worth it because we make choices in life. However, I am absolutely sure what it takes to be an immigrant. What I was referring to knowing the system in the West and the kind of services they provide in the immigration system is highly incompatible. Anyways, thanks for your sympathy.