Please do not lose faith. PUSH (Pray Until Something Happens). Listen to me and listen good...GOD is not finished with you or anyone of us here. He does not bring you were his grace will not protect you. He is preparing you for everything Great that is ahead of you. Imagine...you and your husband are going through such a tough time (all of us are)...so when we are finally together and life decides to throw a curve ball we (and all our marriages) will be Ready...because we got through this rough patch.
So today you do not have to be strong...cause I will be strong for you...but tomorrow you get your act together and keep on PUSHing.