affectee2004 said:
dear forum friend .
guess what?
i ve just checked my email and i got iom invitation .well it means that you ppl will also start getting for iom session its on 7 th .lets see what new thing they will tell us .
what i am really worried that why i am not excited as i wanted imigration from so many years and now when time is coming near by GRACE OF ALMIGHTY why i am tense.dont know what i am doing . :-[although i felt so happy when i got MR .i waited for ppr anxiously and now why i am not excited . plz anybody has such feelings? worried ?is it home sickness or fear of settling there?i prayed for it and its my aim but now why??
I HAVE THE SAME FEELINGS, BUT I KNOW THE PROBABLE REASONS
1. THE OTHER PEOPLE ( INCLUDING PARENTS/SIS & BROS) THINK THAT U R WEL SETTLED HERE, HAVING GOOD PERMANANT GOVT JOB, A/C TO THEM I MUST NOT ADOPT IMMIGRATION OPTION.
2. I M LITTLE BIT LATE, N WILL HAVE TO START FROM ZERO,PROBABLY AS LABOUR CLASS TILL GETTING REGISTRATION AS PHARMACIST, WHICH NOT EASY
3 SPENDING ALMOST MY ALL SAVINGS, N IF I WILL NOT ABLE TO SETTLE THERE, WILL LOSE ALL MY SAVINGS, MEAN ZERO BANK BALANCE AFTER MORE THAN 15 Y OF JOB
4. FEAR OF TOUGH LIFE IN EVERY REGARD, (WEATHER/ SURVIVAL ODD JOBS/HAND TO MOUTH CONDITION FOR NEST FEW YEARS ETC)
5. TENSION OF JOB+ STUDY FOR PEBC REG= REAL TOUGH TARGET
6. TENSION OF FACING PPL IN CASE OF FAILURE
7. EMOTIONAL STRESS OF FAMILY LIKE I AM GOING TO SACRIFICE MY PARENTS COMPANY, WAT IF I LOSE THEM WHILE IN CANADA, THIS TEASE ME ALOT
8. IF MY PARENTS/BRO N SIS NEED MY HELP N I WILL BE NOT THERE TO HELP THEM
9. AAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNDDDDDDDDD ALOT MORE
