Thank you so much guys.
Yes it was a long long wait for our AIP. We imagined so many things during these 6 last months waiting....and all bad things off cause. So that was such a relief to se the email. The email was sent to Dale (the sponsors) account. And I got the email about the re doing of the medical to my email account.
Yes I so agree with you guys....its been a very hard time waiting. All the energy has gone to take care of all the feelings. And as time has gone by, less energy has gone towards working out. That's for sure. And to get some comfort it has been many nights:
- Lets go and get something yummy and have a cozy movie night.
A bad circle to get stuck in. All these feelings has been so hard to handle and it has made us so drained out.....so there was no energy left to go for the powerwalks or work outs. If there is one good thing about their medical request, it will be the motivation to get going again, and think about our physical health again. So I guess we will have something to thank them for in the end ;D
Since my hubby and I has been having the same feelings and both have gained some weight, we are in this together too. And that feels so nice. So we will both put in the effort to get more healthy again. So yesterday we cleaned out the fridge and we are going to fill it today with just healthy stuff.....and we found a gym we are signing into this week. lol So we will try to use a negative to become a positive
I know you are right my friends......the medical is an easy thing. But there is always that little What if...... What will happen if they find something serious......Will we stumble on the finish line........ I remember I was just as nervous when I went through the medical last time. I felt like I was an animal going through inspection, to see if I was good enough to be bought. Was I going to be good enough? I don't think I ever been so scared to get a call from a doctor, as I was after the last medical. And I was so unbelievable happy when all that was over with. And no call came. So maybe its those old memory feelings coming back again.....I don't know.....
Oh well......now its passed some hours since I got the request.....and Im thinking: It is what it is. Im going to enjoy the AIP and do the best of this. Focusing on getting active again and eating better and not focusing on what the medical will say. Just go though it, when the day comes.
Thank you guys for sharing about your feelings and weight gain and all the downsides to this process. It gives comfort to know we are all in the same boat. Even if its a rocky ride from time to time. And thank you guys for giving the light of hope, in the worrying hours.
Congrats to all of you that has got so good news lately. Im so happy for you guys. And I wish all of you waiting for AIP, news fast now. I really hope there is something good going on, now when they changed it back to 6 months again.
Hugs and hope to you all
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